| — | Susan Allen Toth (via slekes) |
It felt like hours,
it felt like I was waiting
for hours.I could taste the salty
tears that snuck down my cheeks.I was so angry.
You never showed
for our tuesday night
date. It was suppose
to be a our second.I drank 5 cups of coffee
and finished my cigarette pack
and the cheap dime store…
| — | Lemony Snicket (via slekes) |
| — | Shirdi Sai Baba (via thecapitalg) |
torment my mind
torment my heart
torment my soul
torment my day
torment my night
torment all but my will
my will pushes me onward
my will continues my existence
when my body breaks
when my heart stops beating
my will keeps me going
right where i wanted to be
death cannot take me
life cannot stop me
my will is everything
immeasurable
all that I am
all that I have
but cannot hold
I will it.
it is so.
or I am not.
and that’s
unacceptable.
Whatever the season
warm, cold
bitter or sweet smells linger in the air
fall is smoky
spring is sweet
but summer smells of decay
and winter of bitter pain
just as the crispy frostbite was creeping into my chest
growing for years from general clumsy neglect
then there was my salvation, my one, my only,
my head was unusually warm and blood rushed to my senses
heated lovely blushing cheeks
hands toasty from the touch
finally a breast warmed to a shiver
heart thaws
fortnights, months, years of beautiful anger
exquisite joy
tears that could be healing rain
all the best, all the worst was still the best
seasons seasons seasons seasons
summer. stop.
betrayal in an elevator
lies.
piled on deception. my savior is my tormentor and it
shatters. shatters. shatters. shatters.
my heart my innocently lost heart.
Now there are licentious pieces for
the dorm-cest douche on the ground floor
the trust fund baby
the funny guy
the cruel self absorbed
the rapist
the korean refugee
the frat boy
the needy
the uncaring
the scared
the awkward
the artist
the dumped
How do you hold a heart together
in your own chest
in your own warmth
When you have already given its meager pathetic pieces to
everyone else?
| — | F. Scott Fitzgerald (via mulderandskully) |
| — | Jodi Picoult (via slekes) |
| — | Sam Savage, Poets & Writers Sept/Oct 2011 (via lesmotsjustes) |



